I wish someone will sing to me the song titled I'LL BE THERE with lyrics that goes like"WHEN YOU WAKE UP EACH MORNING AND U FEEL LIKE CALLING,I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU. WHEN THE ROAD SEEMS UNCERTAIN AND YOU CAN'T STOP THE HURTING,I'LL BE THERE FOR YOU. WHEN THERE IS NO ONE BESIDE YOU I'LL BE THERE TO GUIDE YOU. CATCH YOU EACH TIME YOU FALL.WHEN THE STARS WON'T SHINE ANYMORE,I'LL BE THERE."
Years ago i thought reaching mid twenties will be the pinnacle of my life. i never thought that in this stage i will experience life's most struggling times- When everything seems to be so shaky and blurred and that the future now even looks vague. Nothing seems to be in their proper place- both circumstances and the people around me. i just feel so alone, helpless and stagnant. I even feel so poor (literally and hypothetically) in many ways. Good thing i can CRY. The tears are my only outlet and confidante. they listen and come out when i need to release burden. In a place where i feel so far and alone from my real world i thank greatly aiza seguerra's version of I'LL BE THERE which i heard from YOUTUBE. Her soothing cold voice helped me remain intact with sanity.
I wish i could go back to those days i got so proud of myself ...and to the days i felt so loved by my family and friends. Days i wished i celebrated MORE. As of now, I am now hoping to experience those kind of days again-and if 1 comes,i will let tears come out so i could thank them for being with me through thick and thin.
I apologize for not putting into details my sentiments in respect to those people i might hurt if ever they find out from my story that im hurting partly because of them.
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About Me
- GELO
- Onehunga, Auckland, New Zealand
- A biological male being oozing with many ideas but can't find the perfect venue to pour them. A globe trotter looking for everything that is right for me- right place, right career and right ONE!I am a homebody! I only go out when there are invites from my closest peers. Even when i go out with friends, it would usually be in malls and coffeeshops. I love talking and sharing my life to those i trust dearly but I am quiet when with new acquaintances. Believe me when i say i love talking. Its like that chromosome of Kris Aquino which makes her so loquacious is also in my genetic composition. Im in my 20s and a long journey is still there to travel on. Hope you will join me as I sail through life's UPs and DOWNs.
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